Stupid TextArea Scrolling :(

Is there ANY way to insure that the first visible line of a text area is the WHOLE line… by that I mean top to bottom
It seems that SCROLLPOSTION is by line, but the visual aspect is by PIXEL.

I need to be able to show the top as always a full height line… .it is ok to show fractional at the bottom, but not the top

I have tried everything I can think of… but depending on how the user scrolls, sometimes it ends up off…